I'll admit this over and over again until I feel appropriately chastised for it... When you left the main lab area, I was nothing short of worried to the point of actually vocalizing it in conversation. But I was too much of a shit head to go out and try to find you. My focus was so much on trying to be this leader that I am clearly not instead of doing what my gut was telling me...

[ it's true and Karkat feels horrible for it. ]